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I realized I very zhuan yi. Just suddenly I realized it. Haha. Because after I have my pork, I never set my eyes on anybody. I never even wear contact lens for me to see properly.

Am I zhuan yi??

Very!!

Moreover I love him during secondary school. That makes me even MORE zhuan yi.

I don't understand why must I be so zhuan yi also. Maybe pork put some poison inside the food he cooks for me long long ago

Anyway I have a very foul mood today. Don't feel like eating at all. Very sian. Then start to think why he is not around again. He is impossible to be around. Because pork has a mission.

A mission to be a better pork.

And my DREAM is to see him treat me better. For example, pamper me like siao. Tell me ok let's have kids, I will go through the pain for you. I know it's only a dream.

Maybe I can add a bit of greed inside; like buy me a house when he tio 4D or TOTO.

I don't want to be bf orientated like miss loh. So I won't think about pork as much as she think about her joe.

But I really miss looking at him dance and make me burst into laughter.

Perhaps I am already bf orientated.

I don't care. You must treat me better. Although I don't treat you good.

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This time I am not understanding enough. He told me that he only slept for 4 hours. But I am still impatient with him. It's my fault this time.

But I didn't said sorry. Because I am angry that he leave me like that. I know he is having trouble walking properly. But I still never give in. I am sorry.

That's why u should hate me and dump this bitch. I am not saying u are totally not in the wrong. But why can't u just pamper me a little bit. Try to talk to me first, then I will forget everything very soon.

Know me so long still don't know my pattern. Hee. Ok. This time is my fault.

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to be very frank with u. I really don't know what is going on in the army. Neither do u know how I feel having a bf that is serving the nation.

U will never know the feeling that u are sick and your bf called at night and your had a quarrel. Maybe u will know how I cry to sleep at night. Cry until tired and fall asleep.

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I don't know him. I think so. He don't know me too when he say this to me.

I can't fall a sleep at all. I got the feeling I made him cry again.

It's making me have the heartache feeling again.

Maybe having me is his biggest mistake. I am not good at all. Thanks for ur love. When you feel deeply hurt by me, don't hesitate to withdraw from this love game.

I am not worth ur love.

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Why I feel I haven meet my darling for a long long time again.

Whenever I feel sick I would think of his comfortable chest. Ba ba one more lean meat than fats but still have a thin layer of fats that make it so comfortable....

I miss him. Do they manufacture such a pillow on earth?? My sexy lips chong you you. Haha.

I really miss u. But I never msg you. Later you say I don't love u again. Bleh. Don't want u to know I sick again later u ask me to write proposal again. I not free to write proposal nowadays.

Hope I can just finish my exams soon and spend more days with u. Muack.

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Feel so bad right now. I am a authentic lousy girlfriend. I don't know. I also want to spend more time with him. But just that I think I got more important things to complete now.

So that I can concentrate on him after everything is done. Really miss him a lot.

Every now and then I will think what will have to us in the future. Today morning I am still thinking next time we have wedding dinner then family of twelve can save up quite a lot. Because they only need to give one ang bao. See la we lu gi again. Everytime also we lu gi. And some more we are the poorest among them.

But if we never hold dinner we lu gi more and more. SEE LAR. So fat la. Haha. Bleh. I know no link. SEE LAR. Swimming trunk so big lar.

I really really feel damn bad now. Like I can never do a anything right at all.

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Me and my chong you you. Character is really really very familiar. When we sense either of us don't care abt him or her. We will start thinking, he/she don't love me as much anymore.

Am I right??

He or me. I believe we will always have time where we will be too tired or too busy to care about each other. And we always don't want to bring trouble to each other. Even if we are sad ourselves we don't want to trouble the other half at all.

But we never notice that troubling your the other half sometimes he/she will feel happy too. Just one msg and ur darling will feel loved. Just that one msg we type and send.

We need time together. Only both of us.

I felt sorry for my baobei number 1. Ever since I have bb2, I never even touched bb1 at all!!

Just relaxing and waiting for my chong you you to call me. The morning call in almost made me cried. I don't know. Just feel weak and need my darling's hug.

I hate myself being like that. Because I should be a strong girl, but I can't be like one when my darling is around.

My sis and jiefu finally told me the truth about my cousin. What I thought was correct. Sometimes when you watch the news, I will always think that why kids nowadays can't think. Having abortions, abandoning their child, getting pregnent.

But you will never know when is it going to be you when you did something wrong on a very random day??? I hope me and darling will never ever going to face this kind of situation at all.

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It's our 20th already. This few days we are very very loving. I suddenly feel that my darling feel the stressfulness I am facing.

Last time he will only ask me to study hard. But this time he is more understanding he will volunteer to meet me at where I study. Just to meet me. I really feel the love. =). he really did picked me up from my lowest lowest point this time.

I love my chong you you. I hope I am there too at your low points in life. My first and only love.

Thinking back. We really have a thick book of memories we have been through together. Thick and thin. Happiness and sadness. Umpteens of quarrels and umpteens of mushy messages.

My love, thanks for being with me. Holding my hands and walking my life with me.

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I am using what my darling brought me for my birthday this year. My first paper today was ok. Although I already found alot of mistakes. I only hope for a pass. Remember?? Hee. So I cannot stress myself too much. Muack muack. I love ching you you!!!!!

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