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Now I am at school waiting for the6.30 lesson. Listening the the radio I suddenly miss him alot. Because they are playing all the emo songs.

But something makes me suddenly laugh out loud inside my head. I imagine him wearing sexy linger in his ocs. What would his buddy think man. Lol.

Sorry. For always making fun of you in my thoughts. But that means u are inside my mind everyday! Muack. I love u very much.

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I haven been blogging much. But I just want to blog about the day I went to 'pick up' pork from the Airport. I went there by bus. From bukit panjang to the wulu place.

Wanted to give him a big big surprise. But I failed terribly. Just because he called me before he board the flight.

Why am I so bad at giving surprises??

I waited till I fall asleep in the strongly air-coned place. Really hope to hug that big piece of pork at the moment.

Staring at the glass panel most of the time, thinking when is my pork going to arrive.

When I saw the blacky big size man, I am seriously damn happy. Because my bolster is finally back man. Shit! Saying all this make me miss him even more now. Because he is currently helping out in the 32 click thingy. Why my bolster keep running away???? Bad bolster.

But that day at the taxi, is really really quite heart warming. Pork holding my hand, listening to me talking and talking to him. Argh!

Why I love this pork so much? But why do I have to quarrel with him all the time??

Maybe this is how we keep this 'flame' burning all this while.

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Full moon tonight. Is pork looking at the moon tonight?? Everyone share the same moon.

I wonder do he even think of me. When he is tired he only want to sleep. Weather today is so hot. Most likely the weather condition there is worst then the weather here.

Whenever he is not around, I will tell myself that I will love him more when he comes back. But I seldom carry out my plan.

But meeting him up after not meeting for a long time is like a gift u recieve after a long long wait. I WANT to meet him. I miss the hug.

I can only keep waiting. When my school reopens he haven't even come back from his outfield yet.

Only keep waiting.

I really miss him like crazy now.

Feel damn sad now. Why no phone calls??

He's in out field now. How can he call me right??

Argh!!!!!!!!!!

I want him. Just by my side will do.

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Although this is only the 3 day but I miss him more than usual.

Maybe it's the monotonous phone calls he called during the weekend. Super sad. Left with so many days.

I am going to finish my book soon. Frankly speaking by reading the book I start to worry about whether he would try on hookers or not.

My school is going to start without his presence. And it's really always without his presence. I know I have been complaining about this like forever. But I still need to complain.

When my darling is coming home??????

I realized I very zhuan yi. Just suddenly I realized it. Haha. Because after I have my pork, I never set my eyes on anybody. I never even wear contact lens for me to see properly.

Am I zhuan yi??

Very!!

Moreover I love him during secondary school. That makes me even MORE zhuan yi.

I don't understand why must I be so zhuan yi also. Maybe pork put some poison inside the food he cooks for me long long ago

Anyway I have a very foul mood today. Don't feel like eating at all. Very sian. Then start to think why he is not around again. He is impossible to be around. Because pork has a mission.

A mission to be a better pork.

And my DREAM is to see him treat me better. For example, pamper me like siao. Tell me ok let's have kids, I will go through the pain for you. I know it's only a dream.

Maybe I can add a bit of greed inside; like buy me a house when he tio 4D or TOTO.

I don't want to be bf orientated like miss loh. So I won't think about pork as much as she think about her joe.

But I really miss looking at him dance and make me burst into laughter.

Perhaps I am already bf orientated.

I don't care. You must treat me better. Although I don't treat you good.

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This time I am not understanding enough. He told me that he only slept for 4 hours. But I am still impatient with him. It's my fault this time.

But I didn't said sorry. Because I am angry that he leave me like that. I know he is having trouble walking properly. But I still never give in. I am sorry.

That's why u should hate me and dump this bitch. I am not saying u are totally not in the wrong. But why can't u just pamper me a little bit. Try to talk to me first, then I will forget everything very soon.

Know me so long still don't know my pattern. Hee. Ok. This time is my fault.

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to be very frank with u. I really don't know what is going on in the army. Neither do u know how I feel having a bf that is serving the nation.

U will never know the feeling that u are sick and your bf called at night and your had a quarrel. Maybe u will know how I cry to sleep at night. Cry until tired and fall asleep.

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I don't know him. I think so. He don't know me too when he say this to me.

I can't fall a sleep at all. I got the feeling I made him cry again.

It's making me have the heartache feeling again.

Maybe having me is his biggest mistake. I am not good at all. Thanks for ur love. When you feel deeply hurt by me, don't hesitate to withdraw from this love game.

I am not worth ur love.

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Why I feel I haven meet my darling for a long long time again.

Whenever I feel sick I would think of his comfortable chest. Ba ba one more lean meat than fats but still have a thin layer of fats that make it so comfortable....

I miss him. Do they manufacture such a pillow on earth?? My sexy lips chong you you. Haha.

I really miss u. But I never msg you. Later you say I don't love u again. Bleh. Don't want u to know I sick again later u ask me to write proposal again. I not free to write proposal nowadays.

Hope I can just finish my exams soon and spend more days with u. Muack.

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Feel so bad right now. I am a authentic lousy girlfriend. I don't know. I also want to spend more time with him. But just that I think I got more important things to complete now.

So that I can concentrate on him after everything is done. Really miss him a lot.

Every now and then I will think what will have to us in the future. Today morning I am still thinking next time we have wedding dinner then family of twelve can save up quite a lot. Because they only need to give one ang bao. See la we lu gi again. Everytime also we lu gi. And some more we are the poorest among them.

But if we never hold dinner we lu gi more and more. SEE LAR. So fat la. Haha. Bleh. I know no link. SEE LAR. Swimming trunk so big lar.

I really really feel damn bad now. Like I can never do a anything right at all.

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Me and my chong you you. Character is really really very familiar. When we sense either of us don't care abt him or her. We will start thinking, he/she don't love me as much anymore.

Am I right??

He or me. I believe we will always have time where we will be too tired or too busy to care about each other. And we always don't want to bring trouble to each other. Even if we are sad ourselves we don't want to trouble the other half at all.

But we never notice that troubling your the other half sometimes he/she will feel happy too. Just one msg and ur darling will feel loved. Just that one msg we type and send.

We need time together. Only both of us.

I felt sorry for my baobei number 1. Ever since I have bb2, I never even touched bb1 at all!!

Just relaxing and waiting for my chong you you to call me. The morning call in almost made me cried. I don't know. Just feel weak and need my darling's hug.

I hate myself being like that. Because I should be a strong girl, but I can't be like one when my darling is around.

My sis and jiefu finally told me the truth about my cousin. What I thought was correct. Sometimes when you watch the news, I will always think that why kids nowadays can't think. Having abortions, abandoning their child, getting pregnent.

But you will never know when is it going to be you when you did something wrong on a very random day??? I hope me and darling will never ever going to face this kind of situation at all.

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It's our 20th already. This few days we are very very loving. I suddenly feel that my darling feel the stressfulness I am facing.

Last time he will only ask me to study hard. But this time he is more understanding he will volunteer to meet me at where I study. Just to meet me. I really feel the love. =). he really did picked me up from my lowest lowest point this time.

I love my chong you you. I hope I am there too at your low points in life. My first and only love.

Thinking back. We really have a thick book of memories we have been through together. Thick and thin. Happiness and sadness. Umpteens of quarrels and umpteens of mushy messages.

My love, thanks for being with me. Holding my hands and walking my life with me.

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I am using what my darling brought me for my birthday this year. My first paper today was ok. Although I already found alot of mistakes. I only hope for a pass. Remember?? Hee. So I cannot stress myself too much. Muack muack. I love ching you you!!!!!

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